Im a music addict

Your musical education, go listen to these and tell me what you think:

Whatever - Hot Chelle Rae
Hanging By a Moment - Lifehouse
Hey, Soul Sister - Train
Live It Up - Bowling for Soup
Hungry Like the Wolf - Duran Duran
Animal - Neon Trees
Put You in a Song - Keith Urban
Sad Sad Situation - Bowling for Soup
A Night to Remember - SHeDAISY
Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
Dear Mr. President - P!nk
Make a Move - Icon for Hire
Into the Sun - Parlor Mob
Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen
My Name is Money - Sonia Leigh
Miserable at Best - Mayday Parade
Love Like Woe - The Ready Set
Everybody Talks - Neon Trees
Raise Your Glass - P!nk
Rebel Love Song - Black Veil Brides
Here and Heaven - The Goat Rodeo Sessions
Stacy's Mom - Fountains of Wayne
Everytime We Touch - Cascada
Tell Me a Lie - One Direction
Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
CheaterCheaterBestFriendEater - Never Shout Never
Gone - Switchfoot
Theatre - Icon for Hire

Im feeling rather musical this evening (:

and i made these photos

High School Never Ends

This "LOVE" you speak of... its a vicious cycle really. Isn't it?

Smile kids

Being happy doesnt mean that everything is perfect, it means that youve decided to live life despite the imperfections. So smile, because life sucks but youre doing just fine.

my world is made of bubbles

So I realized that my first post was funny, but the rest have just been kind of serious, and maybe a little dark even. I dont know, maybe its just me. Either way i decided i wanted to post something with a little bit lighter mood to it, if nothing else than for mere relief from the seriousness.
Things I love
•hugs
•turning my music up really loud and drowning in it
•penguins
•sarcasm
•miracles
•putting on pretty dresses
•fire
•art
•crayons
•tumblr
•batman
•taking pictures
•bsing with everyone on the bus
•the muppets
•watching disney movies
•making wishes
•dancing around my house
•foreign languages
•traveling
•showers
•dancing in the rain
•jeans that fit just right
•sweatpants
•awkward people
•watching the stars
•laying in the grass during the summer
•being barefoot
•swimming
•unexpected texts
•feeling pretty
•winning an argument
•getting letters in the mail
•smiling
•ring pops
•my imperfections
•cool socks
•laughing for no reason
•mario
•craziness
•being sassy
•nevershoutnever lyrics
•converse
•pie
•mlia
•spongebob
•dr. seuss
•the naïvety of children
•doing the impossible
•ice cream
•facebook
•singing even if I suck at it
•google
•getting up early to watch the sunrise
•staying up late
•water balloon fights
•babies
•ice cream cake
•puppies
•dyeing my hair
•flowers
•playing monopoly
•surprises
•elephants
•watching clouds
•my guitar
•karma
•peanut butter
•turtles
•the look on someone face when they first wake up, or just finish watching a movie... when their eyes are glassy, their pupils are big and their cheeks are rosy
•purple
•eyes
•books
•post it notes
•autocorrect fails
•cartoons
•when you get to the point where everything's funny
•scars=tattoos with better stories
•a little rebellion now and then
•creativity
•conquering my fears
•juno (: my favourite movie
•giraffes
•jenna marbles
•twitter
•awkward boys
•my friends
•comics
•duct tape
•mike and ikes
•reeses
•macaroni and cheese
•guys and their adorable half smirk
•the feeling of my hair brushing against my back
•knowing that people care
•pineapples
•swag
•my family
•food
•movie dates
•going for walks
•emily raveling
•my dogs
•shy boys
•falling asleep to the sound of rain
•forehead kisses
•getting lost in a good book
•warm, fresh smelling clothes from the dryer
•sleeping in
•smiles from strangers

this is me, enjoy

Awesomeness from Pete Wentz

So... I was wandering around the internet and I found a Pete Wentz quote that I really liked and hope you do too. Here it is: "Here's to the kids. The kids who would rather spend their night with Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party. Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on the one person who will never be there for them. Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to the kids go we're never too good at life, but were still wicked cool. Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out Boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV. Here's to the kids who blame MTV for ruining their life. Here's to the kids who care more about music than a haircut. Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush. Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles A Little More Touch Me" when their stuck at home, dateless, on a saturday night. Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart... from someone who didn't even know they existed. Here's to the kids who have read The Perks to Being a Wallflower and didn't feel alone after doing so. Here's to the kids who spend their days in photo booths with their best friend. Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses and just don't care. Here's to the kids who speak their mind. Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for falling asleep. Here's to the kids who second guess themselves in everything they do. Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that."
I love those people (:

My ever so strange best friends

This is a video that one of my best friends made with her badass cousins when she was visiting them over spring break. So watch, like, comment, and learn... because everyone knows that shit goes down in iowa.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3g-xIPT6Iw

The boredom in my brain

Eating (verb) - when there is nothing else to do
Poor (adjective) - when you have too much month at the end of your money
Siblings (noun) - reminder that your parents had a lot of sex
Bacon (noun) - the main reason you're not a vegetarian
Alcohol (noun) - a bitter fluid used to help white people dance
Single (noun) - a man who makes jokes about women in the kitchen
Slut (noun) - a woman with the morals of a man
K (phrase) - this conversation is now over
Nevermind (phrase) - you were too stupid to understand the first time, so I give up trying to explain
...sorry, I was trying to figure out how to word what I want to say hahaha
I realise that my last few posts, may have seemed the slightest bit angry... which I sincerely hope that people caught on to because if you didn't, then I'm not entirely sure what you got from it. Double standards, angry people, ignorant people, me just kind of being a bitch for shits and giggles because it makes me feel better, and.... I'm rambling. Anyway, I decided that I kind of relayed myself as someone really critical, which I'm not usually. I try to be a relatively pleasant person... off topic again! Apologies. Okay, what I really wanted to do was write a post about things that I like about guys, to even myself out a little.... that sounds weird, evening myself out? Wtf? Whatever, if you haven't realised: when I start writing a post, I kind of lose any filter as to what I should include and what I shouldn't and so I guess bits of my brain are just kind of floating around the internet now. Mkay, back to boys: I think that since I said a lot of things I don't like about guys, it's only fair that I post about some of the things I do like. So... here goes nothing. I love awkward guys, guys with adorable smiles and that half smirk that almost kills me. I love guys who don't always know what to say, guys who will tell girls that they look pretty or beautiful instead of hot. I love guys who don't think they need to constantly try to be impressive, guys who are really chill and don't think they're irresistible, guys who don't act like a douche just because theres a girl around. I like guys who aren't obnoxious about the things they're good at or that they have, like showing off their muscles or calling themselves hot. I love guys who can make me laugh, guys who respect girls, guys who give hugs. I love guys who can tease girls without being mean about it, guys who know they're imperfect and are okay with that.
Ew, I think that may be critical AND needy. Critical I can live with but needy people bother me, I like a bubble. Not necessarily a personal space bubble, but an emotional bubble. People who are constantly demanding my attention bother me a lot. That's actually been the downfall to a few relationships. I have my friends and he has his friends, why can we not maintain these relationships while having one between the two of us. I understand the whole 'were in a relationship and we should spend time together when we can' thing, that's all fine and lovely. What bothers me is when he's not really friends with any of my friends and I'm not really friends with any of his, and so instead of being able to participate in conversations one of us is just sitting there awkwardly just to be sitting there. Can we not have friends and a relationship? Another part of the whole 'neediness leading to downfall' thing is when someone texts you ALL THE TIME! Don't get me wrong, I love texting, but when someone wants to text you all day everyday it gets annoying. Yes you want to talk, let's TALK then. The last time I ran into this problem, it was really sad. He had a great personality, he was attractive, athletic, and really sweet. At first I was thrilled he wanted to text me all the time and I thought it was cute, I mean the first couple days I was borderline ecstatic, but by the end of the fourth day I was seriously wondering if he had ANYTHING else to do with his time. I became slightly annoyed, a little mentally exhausted, and incredibly sick of texting.... damn it, I went on a tangent again. Well, um... moral of the tangent (because morals are good, we like morals right?): don't be a needy little bitch (...or bastard, whichever suits your fancy) you'll annoy the shit out of people and screw yourself over.
Now use the comment box or I'll eat you.

Society is a bitter pill

Have you ever just wanted to break all the mirrors in your house because you simply can't stand looking at yourself anymore? But you know it's useless, because it's everyone else's opinions that hurt the most... and they don't need a mirror to see you. Which is ridiculous, our society has developed such a pattern of mainstream thinking that we find specific items, and we idolise them! And then all of the sudden: you have to have the nicest jeans, or the cutest purse, or say the newest thing so that it catches on. You have to be skinny, you have to buy this, wear this, say that, be on his side, her side, be neutral, have white teeth, have straight teeth, your hair can't be frizzy, you can't wear that because no one wears THAT anymore. You have to go to parties, be friends with everyone, trust no one, pose like this, smile like that, tilt your head this way and put your hand on your hip, because that's just the way things are. And I must ask, why do we give a shit?! Buying these things and acting this way... it doesn't make us happy. Why must everything be so damn complicated? I don't understand how this sort of life makes sense to people. I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy becomes your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you'd give anything to get back. I don't get how you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it hurts anyway. How people who once wanted to spend every second of their time with you, think a few minutes is too much to spare. How people continue to make promises despite how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can choose to erase you from their lives completely because it's easier than putting forth the effort to work things out.... Sorry, that took a turn for the deep and sensitive, haha. But think about how you live your daily life, not your life plan, but just your average day to day life. Got a mental picture? If so, great; if not, that's nice too. I don't particularly care. But just think, wouldn't it be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, monday mornings were fun, junk food didn't make you fat, girls didn't cause drama, boys weren't so confusing, nothing was regrettable, friendships didn't fade and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? I wish all of the standards of how to act and behave (materialistically thinking) would just cease to exist, because frankly dear readers... I don't give a damn.

boys, boys, boys... sigh

Don't get me wrong, i love them, but honestly I'm so sick of guys, but not all guys! No. That would be me making a generalization, which just isn't fair to all the decent guys out there. I'm sick of guys who can't take a hint, guys who don't like you back, or don't show that they do. I'm sick of guys that are assholes, guys who think they're better than everyone else, guys who give you all the wrong signals or just mixed signals. I'm sick of guys who make your heart melt and don't even know it, guys who can't figure out that the person in the background is the person that would wait for them forever, guys who don't realise that while they drag they're feet about getting a relationship going you get tired of waiting because as much as you may care about them it hurts you more than they can imagine that they can't get it throughout their thick fucking skulls how you feel. I'm sick of guys that don't notice you, guys who think that they're to good for you, guys who can't just say how they feel. I'm sick of guys who just dont get it, guys who know you like them and might just like you back, but think they can do better. I'm sick of guys who make you feel like things might go somewhere and than proceed to ignore your existence. I'm sick of guys who want to flirt with you, but don't want you to expect anything to come of it. Or how about guys guys who act flirt and act like they like you, then turn around and give you the cold shoulder for two weeks... then decide they want to talk to you again. WTF? Am I the only one who finds this ridiculous? How is it perfectly reasonable for guys to act like this, but if a girl does any of these things she considered a prude, bitch, tease, or just stuck up? I really want opinions on this so to anyone reading this, feel free to use the little comment box below and tell me what you think. Thanks (:

I Enter the Bloggesphere... and the Ranting Begins

So, like any other random person in the blogging world I decided the best way to let people know what I'm feeling, what I'm thinking, or what I had for breakfast is to put it on the interenet. Does that annoy anyone else? That there are so many people who just post random stuff on facebook, twitter, ect. just to be cryptic or tell the rest of the world about their every waking moment? Like when you can scroll through statuses on facebook and just think to yourself "desparate, hates her mom, glad to know your using spotify, I dont care about your neighbors on farmville, closest crack addict, too happy, needs a therapist..." yes, I understand that a blog is along the same lines, but longer and actually explains the situation. For example (because i like examples:) facebook status/tweet: there's a big difference between making a mistake and making a choice. Translation: my significant other just did something with a person of the opposite gender that i do not aprove of and it will take weeks if not months of serious sucking up and apologies if we are going to continue this relationship... OR everyone thinks i made a big mistake but it wasnt a mistake, i really wanted to "insert dumbass move here" and so i did, it was my personal choice stop bothering me.
Or mybe neither of those interpretations are right. That's the problem with being stupidly cryptic, I mean sure its cool to post song lyrics or a loaded quote in there once in a while but the reality is that if you put them as your status/tweet all the time, people just get annoyed. If you have something that you absolutely HAVE to get out, or you'll explode or something dramatic to that effect: TEXT SOMEONE! Or call them, all of facebook does not need to know that you're sad without any given reason. Phones exist for a reason, use one. All of facebook doesnt need to wonder why you're upset, or reply "aw, what's wrong?" so that you can cry to whoever will respond to you posting about your endless problems, that's what you have friends for.
I think I might have gone off on a tangent... oops. i had really planned on keeping the first post as kind of just an intro to my new found (created?) system of expressivism (may or may not be a word)

...bye (: