i hate being confused

Its always good to clear the air. To get out whatever's bothering you, and to just breath. That's what I need to do right now, Im awful at admitting my issues to people but this needs to be said ...and I can't find a song that fits how I'm feeling or my situation which is REALLY irritating me. Because music is my crack (or weed as the case may be haha - for the record, to those of you who've suddenly acquired a stick up your ass, I'm not a druggie thus far so sit back down and chill out, it was a really late 4/20 reference and a JOKE)
I'm feeling rather quotish today so I think I'll just put down a shit ton of quotes that kind of describe how I'm feeling, and see if you think of any song suggestions.
•you're a book written in ten languages, all of them beautiful, none of them I can understand
•sometimes I think about my life and just want to kind of bang my head against a wall
•have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life ...you give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages.
•and that's the thing about boys. Every time they do something cute you fall half in love with them. And then you never know where the hell you are.
•yeah, that crazy little girl is completely in love with you, and yeah, she knows it's stupid
•love should be like Polaroids, instant
•here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted, on the one person that will never be there for them
•when I first saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew
•I wonder if he stays up until 2 am thinking about me. I wonder if when he hears a certain song he thinks of me. I wonder if he thinks about things to say to me every morning. I wonder if when he feels sad he thinks about my smile. I wonder if when he sees me he thinks "wow, she's beautiful." I wonder if he thinks about me before he goes to sleep. I wonder if song lyrics remind him of me. I wonder if he looks at me when I'm not looking at him... Probably not.
•I really can't picture anyone having a crush on me. It's just weird to think about someone actually taking time to think of me.
•Shes addicted to the song lyrics that spill her heart out for her
•I thought you were better than this but I turns out you're just like everyone else
•my head is currently a horrible place to be
•I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy, asking him to love me
•why did you have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you.
•but my god it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
•because I'm not the kind of girl guys fall in love with
•it's not that I don't believe in love, I'm a very strong believer in it actually, I'm just deathly terrified that it doesn't believe in me
•damaged people are dangerous, they know they can survive
•everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head
•sure love is real, it just hates me
•when a guy says "I love you" does he really know what it means?
•sometimes, you just can't tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you don't know why not because you don't know your purpose not because you dot trust them but because you can't find the right words to make them understand.

Feel free to offer music suggestions, or just give me your opinion. I won't be offended if you think I'm cool and funny or if you think I'm just a dumb bitch, as long as its your honest opinion. Because sometimes I really do act like a dumb bitch... although usually its one or the other and not both, most of the time I am a kind of a bitch. But I'm a funny bitch, haha.